Is this worth it?

Ok...I KNOW Lynn (sporadically) Brandy, Lisa and Jessica Dean read this at times. i know Brown catches up about once a week..maybe. I am not even sure Jessica reads this anymore than perhaps once a couple of weeks... I just wonder today why I am doing this. Oh, i know I gave some sorta reason a while back. But today is one of those melancholy days...

...today is a day when you kinda feel a little down. not sure totally why, but I do. It might be because my blood sugar has been a little high. That is a sure sign of some sort of stress with me...so then I have to ponder why I might be stressed. Hell, i might not be stressed. i might just need to buckle down on my diet. I do know that I am starting to tire at 8:00 or so, and I still feel tired in the morn. I suppose I should just shut up and monitor my diet more carefully.

But i wonder if this blog is actually useful to those who read it. Or is it just a bunch of nothing? Or, is it even meant to be useful. it certainly isnt entertainment, is it? I suppose that it does let some friends have a geneal idea about whats going on with me and jessica and the twins. Maybe I should just give the kids an early bath and go to bed. i think i'm tired, and I think I am just..."blah". perhaps intelligent conversation with anyone might work. Hopefully Jessica will get home early tonight and fill me in on what house improvements she has done today.

sigh...

"Friendship is the hardest thing in the world to explain. It's not something you learn in school. But if you haven't learned the meaning of friendship, you really haven't learned anything." -Muhammad Ali